jackryan726

Why are all the S.H.I.E.L.D. ladies so damn hot? Let's think about this for a second, there's Black Widow, and then there is Sharon Carter... there was Peggy Carter back when S.H.I.E.L.D. was known by a different name. I have a new favorite S.H.I.E.L.D. Agent and it's Maria Hill. Look at her, she even looks cute with that headset on. I bet she looks beautiful with that sidearm in her hand. She is my new favorite Agent.

I wish she'd be my money. I find her gorgeous... I couldn't quite find the picture I wanted. There's this black dress that Eva Green wears in this movie and I think she looks stunning in it. I think she looks cute in that hat. Sadly, my favorite Eva Green movie is Casino Royale. But I think I might not want to watch her in anything else. I like her name too. And I like the drink that Bond and calls it Vesper. I love that movie. I think I'm going to watch it again. I lost count how many times I've watched it.

I like the way it looks. It looks angry. Kind of like me. The other reason why I would want to get a car like this would be to piss Mr. Moon off. He has something against American cars and I've always had a thing for American cars. It started with 1967 Ford Shelby GT500. I have a feeling that it would actually fit me. My Honda doesn't do such a good job. I like the sides too. I think that this might be my next car. I hope. I wish. It's just angry like me. It's perfect.

I was watching Smallville again and I was thinking how hot Lana really is. I think that she is perfect in every way. I like watching her on TV. I like watching Clark and Lana interact together. It's very cute. Reminds me of me, when I'm trying to talk to a hot girl. How I have brain freeze or something. Of course, Clark's problem was the kryponite necklace. Yeah, long story. What I'm really trying to say is that I think Lana is gorgeous.

Wow!! That's very morbid. I don't want to be buried in the ground which just sounds gross and disguising. Can you imagine your body just decaying little by little? I guess, the first thing to go would be the soft stuff, my fat and my eyes and organs and stuff. And then the bugs would make a home out of my body which grosses me out even more. And all that would be left is my bones, my stupid heavy bones which are not good for anything besides being heavy. I want to be cremated for many reasons which I've listed about and also because I think that world won't have room for me to be buried anyways. There's this joke that I want someone to take my ashes for a ride, I would love it if it was a Aston Martin One-77 on the Pacific Coast Highway. But I think I would love it more if it was a Ducati of any kind. Basically, I just want someone to go really fast and just spray my ashes across the Pacific coast. I guess, a Ferrari Italia would work. I hope I end up at sea... where I would find some peace.

What is it about her? Is it her armor? I just think she is pretty, I watched it recently and I was thinking how pretty she is. I have a feeling that she could probably kick my ass, but Olivia Dunham could probably kick my ass too.

There's a billion things that I like doing alone. I realize that I actually do like watching movies alone, is that strange? Anyways, that isn't what I like doing alone. I love running alone with my pal, Playaway. I used to listen to my iPOD, but now it stop every time I shake it too much. I think it is because it is old. I'll have to get a new one real soon. The reason why I like running alone is because it give me time to think about my life. Lately, I've been doing a lot of soul searching and looking for answers. Running helps me clear my head, it gives me the opportunity to have alone time. You see when you are watching a movie, you aren't alone to be honest because you have to pay attention to what is going on. It is like that with the playaway too. But for me, it's just there. I listen when something interesting is happening and when it isn't something I want to hear, I just tune it out. Running also gives me a chance to work out my anger. If you have ever seen me run, you'd actually understand what that means. I love the idea putting my rage, anger, and frustration into something more productive as oppose to trying to beat someone up. Although, I realize that I've never actually beaten anyone up. Run with someone means that you have to keep pace and you aren't truly alone and I don't know. I just don't like it. I'm a slow runner anyways and I like running at my own pace. I love the feeling after you done running and you can't breath because your chest is hurting because you push yourself to go faster even though you know you can't go faster. I like it because I know that means I'm trying, what's the point of going on a light jog? That isn't for me. I have to push myself to go faster. If it is a downhill, you run that shit like it's flat and you do it fast cause that's fun. I have a thing about going really fast. I enjoy running downhill. I love running uphill too. Because you are actually trying to run. I'm just a weird individual. I think that I'm generally a loner. So there will be more thing I like doing by myself.


Quote: "Live as if you were to die tomorrow. Learn as if you were to live forever." - Hotch

Kind of sad that the singer is dead, she was a really good singer. If I told you that I never loved anyone, I'd be lying like no other. Yes, it's like a bad joke. I know. That Sam actually loved someone. No, it isn't that far fetched, I'm human and fall for people. One could I tell you about her. I'd profile her, but I don't think you'd like that. Only weird people like talk about people like they are objects or something. I'll tell you her name. Grace. So, Korean. She reminds me of when I was younger. Actually, it's more like High school, even worse, Freshman. I don't know why I carry around this. I don't really care what anyone thinks. I remember a lot of good things about her. I also remember the horrible thing that I did. I saw her at Cal State Fullerton, but I didn't have the courage to talk to her. I kind of felt like it was a dead end and I should let it go. Sometimes, I wonder if I'm stupid. Anyways... I should tell you about the song. There were a billion songs that were big during my life in high school. It's kind of odd that I still remember it. It brings a smile to my face and if you know me, I don't smile much. I'm kind of broody, actually, I am broody. I'm trying out for Batman, alright. Drop it. But one day, in Spanish, man, I love that class. It was like destiny because we kept sitting next to each other whenever the teacher gave us seating charts. Yeah, our teacher did that. Interestingly enough, he stuck the three Korean kids together with one African American guy, Dante. One day, the teacher makes us play, memory with English and Spanish words. Don't ask me what she was wearing cause that's beyond me. I remember finding it fun, I remember losing to her. I think she knew. She was really smart. And I was an idiot. And yes, I'm smiling as I'm writing this cause it's one of the good memories I have. I don't have many. After we are done playing, "Dreamin' of You" is on the radio because the teacher was playing the radio. My feelings started developing during summer school and it manifested into this. Dan, my best friend, and I have a lot of conversations about this. Anyways, I remember looking at her. Later on, our friendship develops into one where she kids around with me. It wasn't until later I realized that she was in my 8th grade science class. I wasn't such a detective in my high school days, I wanted to be a D.A. Don't ask. Hahhaha... did you see that? Let me just tell you something, something that happened after Freshman year weren't very good. Lots of mistakes were made. But I do miss the simpleness of high school. And I miss the girl's smile. The last time I said I probably won't see her again, I saw her in Spanish. The second time I said I won't see her again, I saw walking passed me on campus in Cal State Fullerton. So, just for fun, I'm going to say I probably never see her again. I'm an idiot.

There is something about this car that just screams gorgeous. After watching Gone in 60 Seconds, which I didn't actually find to be a bad movie or a good movie. It was something to watch with some really exotic cars. This was one of them. I think I might be a white person under the hood or something. But you have to ask yourself, would you want to be this car? It's probably the best looking Shelby and they'll never actually top it. It is such a great look that the people at Ford are trying to re-create the look into a more modern style. But to be honest, they shouldn't mess with a classic. It's always going to be a classic and they should just give up trying to recreate the magic that this car brought with it. In the movie, they should've just called it, SHELBY. It's a good name.

I do. I've got a pretty interesting collection of soundtracks. It is the original soundtracks. I often find myself wanting epic sounding soundtracks. Like a good example of one is Pirates of the Caribbean: At World's End which was scored by Hans Zimmer. I have a lot of Hans Zimmer scores. I find his work very good. I often find myself wanting to listen more and more. The last one of his that I bought was Inception. I often find myself listening to it again and again especially the last track, Time. The last soundtrack that I bought was Thor. I think I might actually be working on buying soundtracks of all the Avengers. I have the Iron Man soundtrack and now, Thor soundtrack. Next up, I'll have to get the Captain America soundtrack and I'll have a collection of Avengers soundtrack. Although, I didn't purchase The Incredible Hulk soundtrack. Maybe I should? Of all my soundtracks, my favorite is The Dark Knight soundtrack. I love the case, I love the music. This time, it was done by Hans Zimmer and James Newton Howard. I might actually go as far as saying this is probably the best soundtrack that I own. I own others, like Star Trek, the new one. I have Superman Returns which I love listening to. I have James Bond: Casino Royale which love listening to. Favorite track: Blunt Instrument. It was used in the movie to describe what kind of instrument Bond was. Favorite track on The Dark Knight soundtrack is Harvey Two Face. Reason is that it sounds very heroic and very epic. When you listen to Hans Zimmer describing the track, he calls it the hero montage which was originally used for Batman, but moved onto the White Knight of Gotham. I also enjoy the last track which is A Dark Knight which as all the different tracks together. Let me just say, this soundtrack and this movie are a perfect fit. It came together really well. I often find myself liking the score, but not the movie. There are a few. And there are soundtrack that I only like one track on. Almost forgot to mention the John Williams. Everyone probably knows him for his work on Star Wars, but he also had other great hits like Jurassic Park and Indiana Jones. I like listening to normal music, but I also like scores. I could give you a head count, but I kind of think that it is not worth it. Just know that I have a handful of Hans Zimmer soundtracks, 3 Howard Shore soundtrack and a grip of John Williams soundtrack and so on.